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Monday, May 23rd, 2005
2:15 am
Newer LJ Account
The new one is "SweetCreamOtaku." Please add me, kudasai! -bows- Arigatou gozaimasu. -bows again-

Current Mood: calm
1:30 am
Lately...
It's been a while since I last updated, but I really don't see the point. While LJ is an outlet, there's so much other stuff to do. Perhaps it seems like there are so many games to play or anime to watch or things to breathe and dance and sing or sleep 'from dawn 'till dusk. But people seem to like updates, so I might as well have some once in a while.

Family-wise, I hope everyone is okay. My mom is getting knee surgery this week and I'm afraid to leave her. My father is bordering on diabetes. My sister and I are moving in together this Fall -- to www.victoriaplaceapts.com It's a nice place. Brian and three other RHPS/Moulin Rouge cast members will live with us. Kristine and I are considering joining the cast as well.

Brian and I are doing really good together. He's been really sweet lately and I know he tries hard and loves me. I hope we'll be together for atleast two years! It's much easier than saying a year and seven months (as it's been this past 19th). I really do love him.

I really don't want to leave my mom at all after her knee surgery. Summer class at Valencia starts on June 22nd and I don't want her driving. She's strong, but she seems so fragile lately.

I've been on eBay a lot. I really want to get the new Ah! My Goddess TV series. It's relatively cheap.

I can't wait to live with Dorothy. She's a professional seamstress and I can't wait to cosplay in her wares.

I wish Angelique was fully translated.

Oh yeah. I went to see Les Miserables on stage. We lucked out! We got front and center in the balcony. I loved watching it. It unravelled beautifully and Jean Val Jean's courage really took flight for me. Everyone was superb and made all the characters seem real. A few of the singers were off on both pitch and timing, but Jean Val Jean was flawless. In the end, I couldn't help but crying (despite the muttering/singing elderly ladies behind me). I want to see -more-.

Current Mood: okay
Thursday, April 29th, 2004
3:45 pm
Tomatoes
I bought a tomato plant today. It's so cute. <3

I also downloaded Princess Tomato and The Salad Kingdom for the NES.
Monday, February 9th, 2004
4:55 am
I wish mom and dad would stop working.

Current Mood: discontent
4:40 am
Ho, la hum.
It's kind of weird. Things happen on a day-to-day basis, a lot of things. A lot of note-worthy things...but these things happen so often, it all becomes less er...lesser. You know, lesser note-worthy. I love living this life, though. I love going to classes sometimes...I really love learning about some things. I think that in the past, I've been focused on the wrong part of school. They stress grades so much that they kill joy, kind of like what they do with reading. Oh well, if I could re-arrange the school systems, I would. It would actually make sense. I think the main addiction lately is cherry coke and Dungeons and Dragons. I love D&D. I love the Arms and Equipment Guide...but mostly, I love the Book of Exalted Deeds. And the Defenders of Faith...but not as much. Player's Handbook is pretty cool. Here are the games I'm in:

Monday - Satu - Human Fighter
Wednesday - Maeko Mitsuri - Human Student (BESM)
Thursday - Nanako - Human Nurse (Call of Cathulu)
Sunday - Caelynn - Avariel Cleric
Sunday - Hazel - Gloaming Sorceress

Fun fun. I want to play it every day, though. Unfortunately, it's hard to get things done on Thursday because I have such late classes. How addicting. I love rolling stats. It's one of the few things I've got down, but I do love researching as far as character creation goes. Eh, well. There's not much else to say.

I miss my sister, though. I bet she misses me. Being in bed with her. Close. Real close. Tee hee hee. My poor mom was sick lately. And my dad seems to be upbeat. I guess it's because he feels useful? He's been taking care of mom...and mom's amused at his cellphone antics.

And this life?

I got used to it really quickly. Nothing I did new was odd. I just did them, as if it was natural. :) Viva la independance.



What Anime Type Are You?

Angel
You are one of the few out there whose wings are
truly ANGELIC. Selfless, powerful, and
divine, you are one blessed with a certain
cosmic grace. You are unequalled in
peacefulness, love, and beauty. As a Being of
Light your wings are massive and a soft white
or silver. Countless feathers grace them and
radiate the light within you for all the world
to see. You are a defender, protector, and
caretaker. Comforter of the weak and forgiver
of the wrong, chances are you are taken
advantage of once in awhile, maybe quite often.
But your innocence and wisdom sees the good in
everyone and so this mistreatment does not make
you colder. Merciful to the extreme, you will
try to help misguided souls find themselves and
peace. However not all Angelics allow
themselves to be gotten the better of - the
Seraphim for example will be driven to fighting
for the sake of Justice and protection of those
less powerful. Congratulations - and don't ever
change - the world needs more people like you.


*~*~*Claim Your Wings - Pics and Long Answers*~*~*
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Current Mood: calm
Monday, January 19th, 2004
4:55 pm
Dear Journal...
I found my bread today! ^.^

It was hiding on my messy desk.

I'm going to bring it to my D&D game in hopes of sharing it with the other players.

Peanut butter and jelly time!
Friday, January 2nd, 2004
3:10 am
Wow...the first one...definitely.
sanji
What's Your One Piece Doujinshi Personality?

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You are: Sanji-type.

Analysis:

Extremely romantic, tenderhearted, and chivarous, you are in love with being in love. Simply put, you feel the need to shower someone with your attention and emotions. Why is that? Probably because you want to be loved yourself. You are such a giving soul that it's against your nature to ask for things in return. You are loving others the way you would like to be loved. Unfortunately, you are so attentive and doting that it will be hard to find someone who will be able to reciprocate in the same way. This leads to a general pining away for someone who doesn't return your affections. When this happens, you are given to bouts of depression or melancholy sighing and laying around on the kitchen floor.

You have another side, though. With the right person, you can be very sly and seductive. Usually this tends to be a person who doesn't quite get what you're up to. This gives you the upper hand for once and that makes you a tangy force to be reckoned with. Your perseverance will pay off someday, don't worry. You're like the heart-eyed bullet train of love and there's no stopping you.

Caution: As doujinshi Sanji, you may be prone to sexually harassing Zoro-types or Luffy-types to take out your frustration with the unresponsive Nami-type. Please concentrate your energies on cooking and cleaning, and make sure you have plenty of cigarettes. If you were to run out, your libido will run wild, causing you to moan and whine and lay all over the floor with your shirt undone, even more than usual. Your face and hair may become more feminine and you will be in danger of being uked. Repeatedly. And by everyone.

And I mean everyone.

Please use extreme caution at all times.

You are most compatible with: Another Sanji-type would give back to you as you give to them, but for some real fun, go after a stoic, repressed Zoro-type and watch the sparks fly.

Advice: Pick up a new hobby, like music. You can serenade your honey with a sexy siren song.

pansexual
You are pansexual.


What is your sexual orientation?
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I am Hack Sign!
Which Anime Opening Song in Japanese Are You?

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Current Mood: okay
Wednesday, December 31st, 2003
2:45 pm
One Hellish Weekend
Saturday morning: Slept at five. Woke at seven. Worked at eight. Worked 'till eight.

Sunday morning: Slept at six. Woke at eight-thirty. Worked at nine-fifteen. Worked 'till ten.

Hours worked: 25
Hours slept: 4.5
Saturday, December 27th, 2003
10:25 pm
Monday, December 22nd, 2003
4:47 am
Post Post Script (sorry!)
Thinking about it, Omar is a gentleman.

That is all.
4:40 am
Post Script
Just a silly thing to add.

When he messaged me, my mind immediately said "I love you." And then it questioned itself. "You're with someone, why do you think this? Is it like word association except with a person?" But I believed that I felt it too...I think that I do still love him, but I accept that we aren't going to be together and that it will be okay. There is/was a strange unnatural attraction between us...

As for Brian, I do love him and he is wonderful to me. He makes me happy and claims I do the same for him...

Sigh! And that is it for now, hopefully.
4:30 am
Eureka! It's a LiveJournal moment.
Yes, it's 4:17.
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If anything could make me cry buckets of tears without effort, it would be him.

Omar apologized for something that he wasn't ever really at fault for - our relationship. He asked me how I was doing with my new boyfriend...and...I responded "Really well." And it hurt to admit that to him, and I told him, and he said not to worry about it...but the thing is...it didn't hurt because I was worrying about it, it just hurt. That's when the tears began to fall...and I love the way they fall: effortlessly, slipping over the rim of my eye like silk. They begin with little warning and multiply. More than I can wipe away.

Other than that, the whole conversation was very calm and honest. Somewhat surreal. Quite simple. It was the opposite of what our relationship was. It was what our relationship should have been. We both had the same capacities, the same want for love and affection, the same manner of endearing, but somehow as a single teenager, my lifestyle didn't allow it. Okay, it was mainly my family but those who have control over your life can, infact, deny you of one. It's funny that despite the lack of relationship that went on for two years (officially) I don't really feel as if I know him very well. But I know that it's there...my memories of him include the facts about the way he is/was, what he has done. I know I know him, but I can't place my finger on what exactly I know!

I continued to cry, but not blindly through a haze. The tears were irrelevant. I guess that's why I could notice their fascination. Anyway, we said our goodbyes, two for good measure, and they were adequate. And bittersweetly satisfying. But not. I wasn't satisfied. Everytime we said goodbye in the past, I was never satisfied with the thought of parting. But this calm and honest closure was more satisfying than the others. Not as desperate at face value. Maybe because I have someone?

Slumbykun signed off at 4:13 AM.

Perhaps I just didn't know him as well as I would have liked.
Thursday, December 18th, 2003
2:00 am
1:20 am
Friday, November 7th, 2003
7:15 pm
I'm home.
I'm home. Not much more to it.
4:35 pm
Going Home.
I'm going home today. Soon.

Current Mood: complacent
Monday, November 3rd, 2003
3:05 pm
Hey.
I had a dream of meeting with him. And he wanted to be with me...

Damn the realm of dreams, where illusion mocks reality and robs the heart of its desires. If I could find but a fistful of aether, I would sell it off the curbs of reality - the new drug. I would be rich and make latter dreams come true because money rules humanity. Humanity, a system for the selfish.

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I had a dream I had a puppy who wouldn't curl in my arms, but loved me still; maybe I just thought so, or made myself think so. This puppy was very energetic. (Cute!)

Dreams...

Current Mood: cynical
Friday, October 24th, 2003
10:15 am
Tests.
The Child
The Child. You see everything in shades of colour
and wonder. Your innocence is your shield, your
naivety is occasionally a curse but it is more
of a blessing.


What is the Dominant Inner being within You?
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You are the most universal mythical beast ever. Sightings of the unicorn have been reported from all over the world, even in modern times. Unicorns are pure and incorruptible. In China, unicorns symbolized gentleness, good will, and wisdom. Christianity links the unicorn with Christ. It is said that unicorns would only allow virgin girls to see them, let alone touch them. They were easily lured into fatal ambushes by a virgin with some poachers waiting for the unicorn in nearby bushes. A unicorn's horn was a highly prized possession, which was reputed to have great healing capabilities. With the touch of its horn, a unicorn could bring back a person who had been dead for several hours. But when separated from the unicorn's body, the magic was significantly reduced. The unicorn had the body of a horse, a unique spiraling horn, and a lion's tail. They were pure white in color.

What mythical beast best represents you? Take the quiz!

Tuesday, October 21st, 2003
1:25 pm
I knew it all along. :)
Shojo Otaku: yeah! Drama and love comedies! Cute
fuzzies up-the-wazoo! Shy high school students
confessing their love? Your daily life.
Multiple fieances? To quote you "You only
have three? Ha, thats nothing!" Magical
Girls? Your transformation sequence sooooo
ownzors everybody elses. Fluffy-funny-wuvy-dovy
= Shojo. You likey the shojo.


Which of the seven kinds of otaku are you? Very accurate test! 29 questions!!!
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12:15 pm
Mm. More. Stuff... *sigh*

Which MegaTokyo Character are you?

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INFP - "Questor". High capacity for caring. Calm and pleasant face to the world. High sense of honor derived from internal values. 4.4% of total population.
Take Free Myers-Briggs Personality Test


Conscious self
Overall self
Take Free Enneagram Personality Test


Enneagram Test Results
Type 1 Perfectionism |||||| 30%
Type 2 Helpfulness |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Type 3 Ambition |||||||||| 38%
Type 4 Sensitivity |||||||||||||||| 70%
Type 5 Detachment |||||||||||||||| 70%
Type 6 Anxiety |||||||||||| 46%
Type 7 Adventurousness |||||||||||||||||| 74%
Type 8 Hostility || 10%
Type 9 Calmness |||||||||||||||| 70%
Your Conscious-Surface type is 2w3
Your Unconscious-Overall type is 4w3
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You are a FULL-TIME OTAKU! You can wait on our tables! You know your way around our menu, and know enough to impress our frequent diners!

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Average Otaku
Manga is anime and anime is manga. You see what you
like and just start drawings it. You dont care
what it is so long as you it look goods and
make your friends smile. Your becoming in toach
with your self.


What Kind of Manga Otaku Are U
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